Saturday, August 8, 2020

Games & Trans Rights



The whole TRANS RIGHTS shit is really interesting to me.

Because trannies are a very small minority and are rather irrelevant in real life, mostly active online since they sit 24h/day in their basements and fuck themselves with Bad Dragon dildos, 99% of people do not actually meet them. So they latch onto this retarded message of supporting yet another "opressed" group, while having no idea what it is about.

Normies will know mostly two types of trannies: confused tomboys/teenage girls who say they are "male" now aka cut their hair short and start wearing baggy clothes and idealized image from Netflix shows/media.

They will basically never meet the wide shoulder, huge manjaw hairy pedophile incel who became a tranny for brownie points and special treatment or because his fucking crossdressing fetish wasn't enough anymore to get him going.

Because i simply refuse to believe that people would unironically look at these abominations, see what dilating fucking means and shit like neo-vagina or neo-penis looks like and how it's done and support this fucking death cult. I just fucking refuse.

It's typical kikery with gaslighting with comfy messages ("What's so bad about trans rights?" etc.), cute imagery, colorful flags etc. to fool retards into supporting what is basically a body horror sect.

This is fucking perfect.

If western society is so rotten that shemales and trannies need special rights, then why not allow it break all the way down and let the pedos in.

Then when the next war of moralfaggotry sweeps the west to make history right, they couldn't call themselves anything but villains.

I would ask why he thought that, what inspiered him, what he watches, ect and then take it all away, maybe send him to queer rehabilitation camp and nonstop red pill him on all the shit LGBT movements lie about and cause while forcing him to do manly shit. if it doesn't work I'd just disown him and kick him out the moment he turns legal and get him removed from the family.

You're so mean anon!

My counsin got brutal rapped because fagots are nothing but horrible abusers and child molesters and he ended up killing himself because they are also horrible drama fagots who doxxed him and he freaked out. My sister I haven't talked to in years because after coming out she ran away from home and got addicted to coke and is now a gross antifa fagot in a very abusive relationship with fat lesbians. Luckily me and my other brother came out generally fine and not completely gay aside from posting on here and being in to anime.

worry about this a lot. Like, on one hand I can be the good parent, tell him its wrong and offer to take him to therapy, but he might feel like I'm antagonizing him and kill himself.

On the other hand, I can tolerate it, but it'll be way too uncomfortable to ever talk to him again. He'll notice this, blame himself and kill himself.

Basically I'm afraid that no matter what happens my son's gonna kill himself.

I might need to rework a system because people don't understand it very well.

The player starts with 3 dice in the top row, they find more and can add a second one to the bottom row with different statuses like burn and poison. The lets them have 6 possible status effects in battle.

When the character Attacks(red), Shields(blue) or Charges (green) in battle, reusing that action a second time uses the second row dice, then back to the first.

I might scrap the second row entirely and replace it with an item which adds the bonus to a plain dice. So the Poison item makes the dice above it a poison dice and the player can find lots of these bonus items

I'm curious, how much time do people spend on games? Personally, I spend ~2 hours every day, using my own system.

Basically, I have a period of time, during which I cannot, let's say, entertain myself, so no videos, no games, no porn, stuff like that. I still allow doing literally nothing or just walking outside. Because during this time I get bored as fuck, I typically just go and work on my game, though, sometimes I go workout or just walk my dog. I find this to be a really healthy way of not forcing myself to work on the game and instead I work, because I want to, and still retain the every day routine.

there's too much muddy detail and contrast in random places while the face is lacking in definition. the soupy sketchy mess of greys betrays a lack of understanding of form and an attempt to overcompensate with noise.

if you're using that many tones, it needs to apply to the face too. he looks like a scarecrow made of garbage bags wearing a rubber mask. the eyes especially are lacking in definition around the edges and the shadow colour you picked isn't heavy enough to create the depth you're looking for.

lay out a proper colour palette and ramp your colours based on the scene lighting, don't just use greys, even for things which are grey unless your lighting is stark and white like a hospital room. don't use solid blacks either unless you're going for pitch-darkness with no indirect lighting implied. the shadows of a moonlit night are blue-ish since the moonlight is bounced around. highlights tend towards warmth and shadows tend to be cooler, and they pick up some of the colours around them. highlights are a reflection of whatever the light source is, just scattered and disffused by the material it's landing on. if it's outdoors your highlights will glow warmly like the sun.

eyes are a concave bowl shape covered with a transparent covex dome. the iris part has flipped lighting, like the inside of a bowl. the bottom part picks up the highlight and the top corner is in darkness. the lens highlight goes over that, and since the lens is convex it's flipped back around, so there will be a solid highlight facing the light source over the darkest part of the iris.

coincidentally, the amount of detail in his eyes versus how washed out the sockets look gives him the appearance of a little anime girl on the verge of tears.

ADHD & MATH



ADHD isn't like a broken leg, it's a constellation of executive dysfunctions that vary in severity and/or typicality.

Mine are primarily focus, working memory, situational awareness, and a tendency to engage in tangential thinking.

I can get absolutely lost in a programming project, game, book, etc. (i.e. things that I find intrinsically interesting), but I have to actively focus and dedicate my mind for chores, work tasks, social interactions, basically all the things that my mind doesn't find interesting (and are actually sources of mental pain without stimulants of some kind).

I can remember my first girlfriend's phone number, what she was wearing when she gave it to me, the color of the sky that day, and the broken locker we stood in front of, but I often forget what I just read.

I'm not clumsy in movement, but I will frequently knock glasses over, lose objects I /just put down/, and bump my arms/legs on things I /wasn't paying attention to/.

My thoughts flow one into the other on any related point of information, without ceasing. I need to plan what I want to say or it goes on forever as I tap into that thought stream verbally. I often go down thought rabbit holes based on a single detail. Adderall helps alleviate these symptoms, but the body load is too much. I have had much better quality of life since learning to meditate and switching to caffeine (also getting good sleep - poor sleep fucks up your executive functions worse than alcohol).

I have to check bus timetables several times or repeat the times non stop

Watching lectures is painful even on 2x speed

I cant stand conclusions and superfluos text, and on that note i hate time wasting when the difference is usually only a few seconds.

In terms of training oneself i basically repeate my end goals in life, foe me my motivator is death, its what stops me destroying stuff now days, and i get general spazzing out.

Do you not understand the notation? Each of the large ∧ symbols on the left is performing a conjunction ('and') on multiple terms, analogous to how sigma notion performs addition of multiple terms.

If you construct a matrix where m[i,j]=(¬p[i]∨¬p[j]), the overall expression is the conjunction of all terms on one side of the main diagonal (not including the diagonal itself). As the matrix is symmetric (¬p[i]∨¬p[j] = ¬p[j]∨¬p[i]), it wouldn't matter if it included the opposite side, so long as it doesn't include the main diagonal i=j. IOW, it's the conjunction of every distinct term of the form ¬p[i]∨¬p[j] where i≠j.

¬p[i]∨¬p[j] = ¬(p[i]∧p[j]) is true if at most one of p[i] and p[j] are true. If both p[i] and p[j] are true then the expression is false. The outer conjunction is only true if all terms are true. As the conjunction involves every possible pair of p[i],p[j] for i≠j, it's only true if there exists no pair for which both are true,. If there were two or more true propositions, one of the pairs p[i],p[j] would have ¬p[i]∨¬p[j] false and thus the conjunction overall would be false.

My advice is from somebody in England, so make of this what you will. I'd have to look at the specific syllabus for this advanced course but if your goal is just getting hired you're actually better off taking a pure math degree and teaching yourself to program in your own time.

It may be nonsensical but programming is one of the smaller aspects to a development job, or rather the coding practices one picks up in a typical university are used less than the standards you pick up post being hired. Mathematics comparatively can't really be taught on the fly, furthermore all math degrees should include elements of programming and afford you many opportunities to develop a more technical portfolio by the time you graduate. If you take a very comprehensive CS course they may include enough applied math but it'd still pale in comparison to what even a general math degree would teach you.

The exceptions to the above advice are if you want to work in hardware as an engineer, I can imagine a math degree would still be very helpful but I'm not speaking from experience on that point, my guess is that you'd be best served taking a good CS degree were that your inclination; nor can I speak on physics, I've not studied it nor are my immediate colleagues trained in it.

Best of luck. Were I you I'd take a math degree and spend my first year trying as many different things in the field as I could, decide on a specific job and specialty and then work backwards to fill in my competencies. Any good institute will allow you to change course after the first year and possibly transfer credits as well.

SeXPatS

How many of you are sexpats? Is my fob Chinese girl friend that studies In America a sexpat? I feel like she just really clingy, an...